It's all Matt's fault, really. He's the one who insists we had to go over to Tom's house and stumble into a meeting. Still, I'm not all that mad about it.. In the early days I had to try to hold the group together in the dark hours, and try to keep people looking on the bright side in the lighter ones. Besides.. I didn't meet John, who I'd rather openly like to say is my boyfriend, until after he joined. Being one fo the more optimistic people in the group, I usually help people through tough times, but sometimes I feel like I've been shifted into the background.